
I know my tears are not enough and my bloods are not proven evidence how my life turn upsidedown. The rollercoaster has begun to take another game of fear, unsecured, hopeless, surreal and disappointments. This pandemic showed me the real world where everything can be broken and change quickly. I stand alone to carry my life into another chapter. That happiness wasn’t there but a big revelations of new normal life surprised me unexpectedly. If this pandemic lead others to be strong to fight the whole journey. While, on me it made me stop and rest for a little. The great care and love of my family and friends never lost its purity and intensions.
That happiness wasn’t there but a big revelations of new normal life surprised me unexpectedly. If this pandemic lead others to be strong to fight the whole journey. On me it made me stop and rest for a little. The great care and love of my family and friends never lost its purity and intensions.

Year 2021, learning begins and I don’t know how to start. The letters, the words they are crawling in my mind. I can’t think straightly and understand why this is happening today? It is supposed to be? Or we’re not educated enough to make this stop? All the questions filled with my mind and it’s drooling me again and again.
Escape Silently
No boundaries or limitations to aim
Firing like a flame, fear I am
Invisible to see, let it feel to claim
The presence of fear and anarchy warmth
Your blood becoming a mistress side
Fight with no doubt of salving worthy life
Hear my plea, for shall I begin
Finding the mysterious quiet place missing
We are not the evil villain who walks in wrong way
Stop spreading your rebellion against people in countries
Fly with wind as your soul defeated
Flee upon somewhere before human race shall address to kill you

The life of imperfection have taught me to raise stronger to touch my limits to fulfill that jar of dreams I hold since I was five years old. A girl who lives in a small house with a big dreams. I never thought that younger self will brought me to a life I never expect I would love to live forever. Honestly, we don’t have billions in our pockets but with love, care and happiness of the people I loved, I am blessed every day.
This history uncovered my shells to create the development of myself to show the entire universe my simple skills. I am just Johaira, who creates my own world of poetry and story. I am Johaira, who believes in ugly things to be empowered and inspirational. I am a writer of my stories that will inspire you to make difference because being different will make you unique and beautiful. Forever, I will be writing for the people, for my family, for my friends and for myself.
The Knight of Monster at Night The monster of the sea offers no rule In the kingdom green and wide It takes no harm as the wind blows free and fine It’s a marvellous world where sun meets the sky Humming birds are loud inside Shouting for happiness to hear me gloom I feel blessed and great to live the joy And delightful view filled with blooms A giant trees that leaves dry out I demand nothing but to see the wondrous earth Sing a rhyming beat to close your eyes in dim Feel the wind whispering the goodness freedom Take me to the trees where I can see the light The path is right, my surroundings bright Even at dark, fireflies lead me at night My nature of art, you are my knight

